Maybe he’s trying to figure a lot out. And isn’t ready to make a decision bc it couldn’t mean losing you. Maybe it’s his conscience. Maybe he’s used to having you fix his problems. But he’s in some mystery shit storm that he Won’t let anyone in on. Not even you. Idk why. Idk why he can’t consider the confusion affects you, directly.
Idk why guys can’t see that women might hurt a long time if a guy ends a relationship bc he admits he’s too selfish. But we can handle it a hell of a lot better if they let us women in. So we can begin to put ourselves back together. Recover. Find our bearings again. But saying anything elusive to selfishness being their hindrance, and then fast forward a few weeks and they think they’re mended or worse are no better and cannot live their lives without women and ask us back into their selfishness lives just compounds their personality. Inconsiderate. Unkind. Selfish.
But it’s those moments where you remember why you fell in love that gets them a foot in. And it fkn sucks. I’ve been doing this for too long. Every guy is selfish. It’s the ones who can balance it that are the ones for keeps. These guys, they’re serial heart breakers. They will continue to break our hearts for as long as we let them. Let them decide when they’re done vs when we’ve had enough. At least me, I’m not ready to let go until I’m really ready. I just know. But when I’m not ready I let him take the reigns. And he’s a selfish guy. So he’ll never give me up. Even he takes me entire soul and humanity in exchange.
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